Sallys Journal

Well I went to my Sceince exam, and I passed with flying colours :)!
probaly because I studyed till 3 am, and its Bendale and our exams are for like grade 4s.

On my way home I discoverd I had left my keys inside my house T___T meaning i had about 6 hours to kill untill my parents got home. So I went to my ex's house.

well.. being me.. and being bored of course the 1st thing that comes to mind is HEY LETS ALL GET DRUNK!! I thought it would be ok considering he is over me, and my friend jess was coming over as well.

sadly enough I got mad drunk.. and my ex started to try and take advantage of me.. so I called my boyfriend to pick me up.. jess came over and everything was fine from there..

I'm so scared of him, its un real, just I don't know... he really creeps me out.

Dwayne and me walked back home.. which was a hour walk. I kept thinking I was gonna pass out. I was so happy to get home. I jumped in the shower and then into bed and slept with dwayne for the rest of the night. I love waking up to him and falling asleep with him at night... hes everything.

Well...

today was pretty good

I woke up to Dwayne kissing me :) I love him so fucking much, hes amazing <3

after that we went down to studio one to pick up peircing needles and rings (Needed a new ring for my snakebites). And we decided to go see a movie. while waiting for it to start I did Dwaynes spiderbites in the theater (lmfao so sketchy). Blood and choclate was a ok movie.. I liked it but I didn't love it.

On a lighter note :) I finally have deiceded what to buy dwayne for valentines day -->http://www.hollisterco.ca/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/product_11308_10201_318902_-1_12558_12551

The only bad thing thats happend today is that I realized I tend to lead a lot of people on.. because my friend thomas is really hurt because apparently he really likes me and I kind of shot him down a bit when he thought i had the same feelings. Then he went off on me and named all the people I have done it to in the past month. I guess I really didnt realize I had that much of a ego.. so I feel horrible about it. oh well .

[ ] Laguna Beach season 1 on DVD

[ ] Laguna Beach season 2 on DVD

[ ] Laguna Beach season 3 on DVD

[ ] Clothes from Artizia

[ ] New makeup brushes from Sephora

[ ] New Brush from Sephora

[ ] Extentions (black)

[ ] Black Hair dye

[ ] Labret stud for snakebits

[ ] Makeup from Sephora (mascara, eyeliner, lip gloss, eyeshadow's, foundation, powder, blush and concealer)

[ ] New purse

well... I'm pretty bored considering its early into the morning or late into the AM depending how you look at it ^_^!

Lately all the drama has been getting too much I'm afraid. Everything seems to be spiraling downwards. It all started with these two retards, (pardon the term) Dylan and Shane. Now, Shane talks behind Dylan's back so much its amazing Dylan really hasn't noticed. Now... before I used to be good friends with Shane. You could even say I had a bit of a thing for him, but I quickly realized that having a attraction to him would not be in my best interest considering the fact that all he cares about his himself and drugs, and I have had enough of that in previous relationships. So I pursued other people and I came across a boy named Dwayne who seemed a little too good to be true. I have been proved wrong of course because he is truly perfect in every way imaginable. Its amazing how the human mind can capture so many emotions, and not have even know they existed untill something truely wonderful happens. Anyways we shall talk more about that later on. Going back to Shane, well I heard many things about him from my friend Shivvy, mostly confirming that his feelings matched mine. The only reason I didn't really act on them was the fact that, he deneyed them and, I was too love struck by my current. When me and Dwayne officially started dating things got rather awkward with Shane. Now considering Shane and Dwayne, used to be quite good friends (you could even say best-friends) from what I have come to understand, in the previous years. They were no longer as of the time that Dwyane and I got together. I tried to find out why Shane was upset with me. He blocked it but I persisted. Eventually we became a lot closer and I thought things were going quite well, Until he started acting very different (Mostly telling me things like he was Bi-sexual and clinging on to Dwayne i.e holding his hand in public ext) I knew that he had some sort of plan to get me angry so I just ignored it. Then one night as I was about to fall asleep I recieved a text from Dwyane saying to sign on MSN immediately. Of course I ran out of bed, downstairs into my freezing basement where my computer resides and read to my horror of a conversation between Shane and Dwayne, also one that including Dylan. Rather then just insulting Dwayne, Shane also insulted me in that conversation also sending out quite disturbing death threats. Saying things like "I am going to stab you" and "I will chop your girlfriend into pieces then force feed them to you" and other things I don't feel comfortable saying. So being scared for Dwayne's safety I called the police and reported it. Since that incident Dwayne has been forced to switch schools from the constant teasing he endures everyday. It breaks my heart to think about what he goes through. I just wish that Dylan and Shane would grow up. Its pathetic to think that they have nothing better to do with their time then pick on someone who they don't even really know. They really need to acquire a life and, maybe a IQ that doesnt match their GPA's. Oh well, Right now though I have a very bad feeling sitting in the pit of my stomach that, something has gone horribly wrong. I guess I will just have to wait until tomorrow to find out!